comfortably dumb

well, what can i say.
life is searching for you.
gee, wonder why things sets in so fast.

the weekends came and go within a flash.
i'm still lost within my tracks.
though the music brings out the mellow.
i miss eating marshmallows. HAHA.

but then again, this is what it contains.
it's the last stretch.
don't screw it up.

class 95 is playing pretty sweet mellow music. love em.
and i found another jazz lover.
jazz music's like chicken soup for the music person.

alright. i'm just outta the kitchen.
had to make jelly to sell for CJC's Alfresco Night tomorrow.
and marian wong wong wong, i made my 2 tubs so stop nagging.


and tomorrow's a triple birthday bash.
alicia peter, maw cherng, my sister.
happy birthday! smile (:


i realised that following a set syllabus proper makes the students very rigid.
there is no more thinking out of the box. just follow what you have.
taking chemistry for example.
just a simple molecular formula as seen below..







simply just meant by-products as carbon dioxide, CO2 and water, H2O
or it could simply be carbonic acid, H2CO3.

however, some would beg to differ.
looking for parent chains and subsequent side-chains.
coming up with names like methoxy, hydroxy, methone?


well, perhaps it's not the syllabus.
it's just that we need to view things from different angles.
chemistry showed me the light. damn.


But girl you gotta understand the modern man must hustle!

right now, i'm feeling really drained.
sheeesh. i say that almost everyday.

sometimes when life puts you down.
hang in there.

sometimes i cry so hard from pleading.
so sick and tired of all the needless beating.
but baby when they knock you.
down and out.
it's where you outta stay!

all i wanna do now is to get my two disciplines right.
A'Levels and A'Div Nationals

there's no way am i gonna compromise on either one.
it's starting to get fierce. really fierce.
i'm not giving in.


21st march 2007.

alright alright to all you sweet people there. i'm back at blogging again.

kinda having a headache at the moment so i shall keep things short and sweet.
so i'll update you on what i have in mind now.

8 months ain't gonna hang in there long.
that's as much time as we have to the a'levels.
i'm worried. i'm a year behind time for my subjects. at least i think.
gee. i'll catch up.
i've got what i want in mind. remind me.

it's 4 o'clock in the morning and it's starting to get light.
now i'm right where i wanna be,
losing track of time.
but i wish that it was still last night.

my classmates call me the emo-kid. and now i know the reason why.
HAHA.


it's gotten late and now i want to be alone
all of our friends were here, they all have gone home
and here i sit on the front porch watching the drunks stumble forth into the night.


19th March 2007